I'm often asked that terribly complicated question...what are you looking for, what is it you seek?
Unable to respond, I'm usually paralyzed with the thoughts that start running through my mind...interspersed with images and memories, actions I've seen from others, things other trusted souls have confided, and the sometimes chilling advice from Doms.
What it boils down to is that I have no clue what it is that I want. When something happens that I don't want, rest assured that you will know right away. I just can't name those experiences until I've had them.
So what do I want? What do I know that I want? Someone who...
Can string together a proper sentence.
Knows that dominant can be used as a noun or adjective, and that dominate is a verb.
Can say 'girl' to me in a tone where I feel it all the way to my toes.
Doesn't push me for too much, but doesn't let me get away with pushing either.
Intrigues me, beguiles me, fascinates me, owns me.
Bah. I'm being turned inside out with want at the moment, and it's infecting my words.
Wake me when the worst is over.
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