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I want a white corset
Straight-backed and resolute
Deceptively virginal
Kneeling behind an almost open door
Stricken by fear and desire
Blindfolded against my judgments
My nose ears mouth envelop you
I am pliant, open, soft
Bend me, hold me, bind me
It bubbles up slowly
A quiet resistance, a gradual push
But soon I am biting hitting
screaming flinging my heat
and tears of rage and want and need
and giving in
Over the edge, I'm taken
In ways I never understood
Dark blooms on paleness
Drops of red litter the virgin
Stained with color and belonging
Until no longer sure where corset ends and I begin.
Take my dreams and take my mind
That were masterless as wind;
And "Master!" I shall say to you
Since you never asked me to.
From 'Because' by Sarah Teasdale
I've been feeling myself into a corner. I tried to turn it off, made myself weak-kneed with passion over the thought of hands and eyes. It wasn't enough, I couldn't disengage.
I can't continue to just feel, it's disarming. What am I without my walls?
They are back. In force. With their friends and extended family. It will take an army now.
You may. But I didn't.
Effortless denial. Willing. Eager.
I'm living in my skin today, not my head. It's liberating.
Arrogantly, I told him that I read of orgasm denial with disbelief. How would they find out? Why not lie? Hope hope hope that he heard the challenge, the unspoken request. Knowing that he did, but won't be led so easily.
Gritting my teeth and waiting my turn.
I don't go so willingly into this, he knows. I steer, or try. He waits me out like a cat.
If to become a slave is to renounce liberty, then does that not include renouncing the duties and morality of humanity? Not due to dissension but because conforming is no longer necessary.
The implication of slavery is that the individual who claims title is responsible for the well-being and care of that slave, as well as their actions and words. The slave merely follows instruction in return for being kept.
Am I too traditional? Too historical? I don't see much of that description in contemporary pseudo-sexual M/s behaviors.
